About a year ago, I had to make some big moves in my life(good moves, actually, but hard) and fell right off the raw wagon. I had lost a huge amount of weight on this wonderful diet(100lbs) and now I've gained quite a lot back. I know I should smile and get right back on it, but when I look at myself, it's so distressing. I have a bit of a problem going outside in the first place, so gaining weight and looking and feeling hideous has just made it worse. Stupid me. I have no excuse.