sorry, you have been bitten by the raw food bug!!
It will always feel like the answer because it is the answer!!
just try to incorporate raw into your life whenever you have the opportunity. or try to use the law of attraction and draw it into your life.
I dont know how you get your food, but there are lots of threads on this forum about eating raw on a budget- or maybe you can go shopping with or make a list for the person that does the shopping.
also look into foraging and flea markets. you can always come back later to raw, but why put off the inevitable?
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