i decided to go 100 % raw :)
so at least thats good :P
today is my 3d day ! wish me luck...
yesterday we've been to my nans for a family dinner ( had guests from australia) and me and my boyfriend spent quite a lot of time by making some raw food for me ! and it went perfectlly on the first night i ate my food and there were only a few giggles or nasty talks about my food (but i guess its because my nan is mad i did eat her cooked food which she was working on so hard...well i did too) so basiclly i was quite happy
the second day we had a family lunch... again for the guests... which is fulll with food and lots of food..
ive been going 70-80-90 % RAW for the past 3 1/2 weeks... so i still cant figure out how can i live with no rice or bread... the electricity is dead expensive here.. so i cant put things in the oven for even 5 hours
also ive got this crazy food disorder... i was bolemic for the past years or so... and i hate it so much... and its one reason i want to try this raw diet thing.... in a great hope it'll stop one day...
well anyway i feel crap because i couldnt stop eating last night...
it was all raw... but it was A LOT... fudges and other foods i made... i couldnt breath for a while... and my stomach was too full... so i felt i didnt make it yesterday because the food died in my body because i ate so much :'(
im still going raw and that day wont get me down.... but iam really afraid of those "attacks" i just cant get filled up