I have been in a funk for the last week. I don't know why because I started off so good, then the second week I did good and then this week, uggggggggggggh this week has been aweful. I have been up and down with raw then non raw and back to raw. I don't understand why I'm struggling because I want this like nothing else. So why do I sabotage myself? I don't know but I need to find the answer so I can be successful with this.
I think that I am so addicted to cooked foods and I really need to cleanse my system to be able to stay raw. I'm wondering if a MC would work. I have tried several times in the past but have never been able to make it beyone day 2. And the SWF is completely untolerable for me. I need to figure out how to properly prepare my mind and body to complete a successful MC.
So time to do a lot more research and figure out how to make this work. I would like to complete at least a 21 day MC and preferably longer. I don't know if I'm setting too high of a bar with that but I have hear people doing longer on their first time so if I prepare properly I think I can do it. I saw a MC thread earlier but didn't have time to read through it well so that's what I'm going to do now.
If anyone has any suggestions and tips please feel free to share. I need any advice you're willing to share. There aren't any holidays coming up for a couple months so I won't have that to distract me.
I'm not giving up............just passing through some bumps in the road.