whose kitchen is THIS???
coffee. creamer. sandwich bread. mayo. chips. corned beef. tofu. popcorn. pasta. cheese. ham. chicken. peanut butter. jam. white sugar. protein bars. soda.
sadly, this is my kitchen. I went off the deep end when ds went into the hospital last month. I have been full blown binging for 4 weeks and have gained FIFTEEN lbs. I was going to wait til after Easter, mainly so I could eat jelly beans with total abandon, but I can't take it anymore. My life is a nightmare. My binging is so painful, and I feel powerless to stop it. I have had binge eating problems since I was 5. I am the woman that addiction reality shows are based on. I will binge on anything.
The only time I was ever free from binging was when I was 100% raw from Sept to Feb. I am in so much emotional pain over this.
I must come back to raw. I don't know how-our $$$ is very very tight. I feel like I am robbing my children of $ if I eat raw, but it is the ONLY thing that will save me from a life of binging and morbid obesity (again).