I want to thank everyone who has participated in this RawFoodTalk.com forum. There have been some amazing exchanges here and so many words of wisdom spoken. But its time for me to close this board. I am moving on to new ventures and feel that its time for me to let this go. A forum of this size takes loads of money, time and energy. I have not been keeping up with the forum upgrades, the spam problems, etc…. which is resulting in many disgruntled emails and people calling the office daily. I’m sorry to disappoint the many of you who have spent your time and wonderful words of help and inspiration here. I hope that you have all benefited from this board and that it has helped you on your path to optimal health. I know many of you have made lasting friendships here as well. I will leave this board up for a month of so, so that you may copy what you need and any information you would like to save.

Thank you for being part of the RawFoodTalk.com community! It’s been a wonderful ride! I’m looking forward to seeing what’s next for all of you and of course, you can keep up with my adventures through my blog, Facebook and twitter. I am continuing my certification trainings and there will be some exciting new classes, events and projects coming into fruition in the near future!

All my best,
Alissa

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A strange fish

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Elfie

on 03-14-2008 at 02:52 PM (503 Views)

I am ...such a strange fish.
Why do I sabotage myself?

I know what I want and have all the tools and means to do it, yet I stray too easily. I know I am going to be ticked at myself, or be uncomfortable physically, but I still do it. What is up with that??

Am I afraid? If so, of what? I do hard or unpleasant things weekly, eating fresh food is not unpleasant. I love it and when I am not dwelling on food I have always gone for the healthy option.

Do I like to hurt myself? Maybe. Maybe I am afraid of being too good, or perfect. I am always getting that comment at work. " She is too good, she will not eat it" I get embarrassed. I do not like to stand out in a crowd...

Hey is that another reason...I do not want to look too good. I have a habit of dressing down to cover up. Never did that before I started to get attention. I have always dressed for comfort and practical reasons.

I am sitting here with my mouth so sore, all because I got a free bag of crisps with my lunch and had to eat them. I put them in the drawer but I was still in need of food after my lettuce that I got them out rather than purchasing more food.

Hey, that might be another reason....I have been hungry in the past, not enough funds to buy food for myself and everyone else, so I would go with out or eat the scraps I got free from the hotels for the animals. (sounds gross I know but I was cold and hungry). Maybe I just am totally confused.

Funny, I am so together when I am alone. When I have time to think. When I have had enough sleep.

Just the ramblings of this strange fish...

Have a wonderful weekend everyone.

Namaste xx

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ladyfiremedic5 - 03-14-2008 09:26 PM
I am also a strange fish.... BUT I am now a strange fish that is 100.5 lbs lighter!!! You can do it and YES it will change your life. You become more confident and happy and HEALTHY!!! HUGS&PEACE Carrassa
Vassargirl - 03-15-2008 11:34 PM
I love strange fish. In fact, I tell my kids "Don't ever let me catch you being normal, or else!" It is difficult to go thru what you did and not develop habits and/or fears whether or not they are subconscious. Just do not let yourself get to hungry as this creates problems (as you know). Do not eat out because you will most likely find a lot of non raw things included and if you are a member of the "clean plate club" (like many of us) you will feel guilty for not eating.
Vassargirl - 03-15-2008 11:35 PM
Or give those items away instantly. Keep a stash of raw in your drawer. And do forgive yourself. It is not about perfection. It is about health. Mentally, spiritually and physically. You can not heal spiritually or mentally if you do not allow yourself to make mistakes physically. You have been doing great. Just a tiny little stumble. Keep up the good work. Truly! Take care!
shashibala - 03-16-2008 12:59 PM
Strange fish are the best! I have also had times when food was not enough. As a kid we got the leftovers from a school kitchen. Very bad quality food. I hate to be hungry and I hate to be cold. We have to learn to trust that we will have what we need. Namaste
Elfie - 03-17-2008 08:08 AM
Thank you everyone. Your comments warmed my heart.