ive been eating a lot of lara bars and i feel all bloated.
they sell them in bulk at costco.
i should stop eating them.
a lot of shit has presented itself. vince says that if i end up leaving LA over the summer, and daniel (our drummer) leaves too, then the band probably wont exist anymore. the band is the only reason i would come back to LA.
my two best friends, vince and marcella, have their own lives. im not as important to them as they are to me. mando is off doing drugs and lizz is moving north anyway, so i don't know if it's worth it to come back to LA after the summer. i dont really have any reason to.
this whole thing is really bothering me, and ive been feeling REALLY shitty for the past couple of days. so i try to drown my trouble in lara bars. ahahahahahah. better than ice cream i guess.
i want drugs.