Haven't blogged in a while
Today is Day 17 and I'm 99% raw. I have been drinking herbal tea. I have been very concerned about my weight. I have been raw for nine months and my weight hasn't budged. Maybe I'm eating to much raw food. I know I eat too many nuts and avocados. I refused to buy either of them this week. It may take some "out of site, out of mind" to get me back into control. I admit I am not the best when it comes to a workout routine. I'm still healing from surgery on my ankle and I have been babying it. Maybe a little too much. It's about 2:00 pm and I have chosen not to eat anything. As soon as I put one bite of food in my mouth, it's like a machine comes on in my body and I am not able to shut it off. I suffered long years with an eating disorder and I was always afraid of loss of control. I don't want to be a afraid of raw food too. I have been wanting to do the Master Cleanse again. The MC was what helped me to be come raw. I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself today. I see everyone on Raw Food Talk releasing weight so easily and rapidly. I know this is the right way of eating for me. I hope that my years of anorexia/bulimia haven't messed me up so bad that I can never eat, even a tiny amount, without gaining weight.