Tough day today!
Wow!! Today has been incredibly tough. How can such a small feathery critter get so close to your heart? I cried myself to sleep last night .. I hear only my grey upstairs whistling now.... its hard to believe she is gone. Ricky is telling Lucy to shush~~~ I took her to the Humane society today so they will cremate her. One day I'll take all of my fids ashes somewhere and release them. They need to fly free!
Their souls are free and soaring so high in love they watch over me!
So many temptations are out there, ways to bury the pain I feel right now. But a stronger hand held me and walked me past them. And we talked and I realized that "I" actually didn't want to grab a hold of that crutch. I passed right by and told that sneaky devil inside me that "I" was not interested in what he had to offer! "I" chose the higher road, even in a moment of weakness. I really have come a VERY long way!! It is moments like this when I do turn around and look back to see the road I've been on and make sure that I remind myself that I, alone, have come this far. Kev has been right next to me the whole time but I am the one who has walked this road. With angels on both sides of me, I will continue forward.
Rest in Peace "Lucy Goosey", I will miss you.