This is not a good day I am sitting here listening to Christmas carols, crying with a bottle of red wine in front of me and a vegetarian pizza in to oven, and reading this site desperately seeking help !
I don't know what is happening? I am writing her cos I know no one will read this ......another cop out for me I guess .
If i really wanted help i'd post in the main boards wouldn't I ?
dam I can't do this sorry