end of time
so ive been really off track lately, eating more and more crap thats bad for me
i know im eating for emotional reasons, and i dont know how to control it or stop it. im gonna do 30 days again in november, its going to be really tough i know because of all the holidays n shit, but i need to do it. i cant let myself get back to where i was before. i know if i let go ill spiral into overconsumption of everything all over again. so i have to stick with it.
ive had more control this time than i did before, at least now i am like 60-70 percent raw instead of 0 percent, ahaha..
i am tired. i just want this to be over. i know its going to take a long time to get where i want to be. its so hard.
so tomorrow ill begin 30 days.