Day 5 in the am
I feel really light, and full of life, going for a massage this morning. MMMMM.. Massage!
So I guess I should fill you in on the Dreams. First of all what I remember. I remember being scared of my eldest brother and having dreams he was the devil. I remember my kitten Mozart dying in a horrible accident. Now what my dream filled in... I was walking upstair to go to my room, he pulled me under the stair where he was playing with my kitten and a drill. He thought it was really funny. He'd get close to the kitten and the kitten would freak out.... Till finally he got too close and not only drilled the kitten but broke his little spine. I mean, I have memories of him chasing my other siblings and I with guns and butcher knives when my parents weren't home, and I have memories of him threatening harm to our family. But I had this fog as to why I hated walking up the stairs and this fog as to what exactly happened to my kitten. I asked my other brother, and sure enough that is where and how it happened. I guess I could have asked him before, but part of me didn't want to know... you know?
Well the plan for today is to eat 100% raw again. I think I will have that Cranberry Almond slaw again. I used cashews yesterday. It was good. I also bought a dehydrator and one of those Spiralizer things on ebay. I can't wait to get them so that I can try even more cool things.
I'll write more later if I have anything interesting to add.