byon 03-04-2007 at 06:05 AM (316 Views)
Goal: 30days(for now,small steps) trying my hardest not to cheat or binege, feel better, more spirtitual, find the joy in the things i use to love, get more social, improve eyesight for photos even though my sight is good I also mean my spirtiual/artistic eye, love myself...
weight-unknown but high because ive had no control lately
occupation: photo student/ gross greasy food "wrapper"/gym rat/mat rat
I work at a food court in the mall, its disgusting people eat the wraps and sandwiches we make, its called Great Wraps and its sick. I feel totally depressed after i was raw back in august, Im working with a phycharist and psycologist im on meds im battling bulimia and anger issues, ive lost my drive. I want to be a photographer thats my major, i love photograpghy and its my drive in life, plus working my ass off to travel the world and take photos, jiu jitsu and muy thai and running as soon as i can get my energy back! You can find me at the gym most the time, or dancing with friends. I use to love life but have forgotten why. Raw is real, its chemistry, its obvious, enzymes in raw alive food are active and have high vibrations and do affect our tissue and our bodies. I wanna do this for me and I want to love again...