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Day 4 and doing great on Rawfoods, I am eating like a piggy and feeling sassy :) What other lifestyle choice lets you eat like a gourmet with 15mins in the kitchen. It is fantastic! I have so much energy! I feel great! Still 100%

Well like I said in my post, last night I had rather unsettling dreams about an event in my childhood, that sort of made other half memories and childhood nightmares make sense. For instance to this day I feel scared when I walk up the stairs where I grew up. In childhood I had this reoccuring nightmare that there was a monster that would hurt me and steal my innocence. So last night I had the same sort of dream, only it wasn't a monster, it was my psychopathic oldest brother. That was only one of the dreams I had last night, only miraculously, I slept through the entire night and remembered everything i dreamt.

I don't know if it is the beginning of the detox, or whether I am just more open to releasing these memories, or whether they were just dreams. What ever they were I am just glad that now they are out and I can deal with them.

I have a bunch of very negative things to deal with that are stored in my mind. I am scared to try fasting, because I think atleast now it would be too overwhelming. Plus I am scared it might impact my voice, which I can't afford.