I woke up and indulged in my black organic coffee, but I also played with my new juicer. I had wheatgrass and celery with 2 strawberries; strawberry juice alone, strawberry with lemons and raw honey. Then I ate a bowl of strawberries and 2 kiwis.
I had some reading for school this morning, so I have been lying around. I am headed to whole foods for some more groceries. I had a complex emotional situation come up with my ex-husband and grabbed a vegan burrito at whole foods-not raw. I have been grinding my teeth so much at night that I chipped my tooth, it's a tiny surface chip, but it stresses me out.
Later, I fought back the desire to go to my drug of choice (food), but it overtook me. I had two plain garden burgers with a teaspoon of mustard, a salad with cucumber and raw organic salsa. I was doing better and then as the evening progressed and i was alone, I got into my housemate's food-thin mint girl scout cookies, a piece of bread with Adams Peanut Butter and raspberry jam, 2 pieces of havarti cheese and one ounce of turkey breast. I am disgusted and ashamed. I need to work through my feelings instead of eating through them.