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Wow just read this entry dated June...so much has happened in the course of time since than, I moved out of my grandmas with friends, and August I meant this amazing guy who I now live with, and although everything is still not perfect, scratch that, I keep forgetting there is no such thing. But I continue to tell myself that If I could just be thin again just 20lbs, just 30 no! 40 everything would be perfect. So Im still bulimic buts its gotten better I know one day it will all just be a memory... and i ramble but its my blog so you can cuss me out but im still a typin...ok but i do love people and animals and i think everyone is meant to be good and we are born without hate, we are taught to hate, i dont believe in evil, but i do believe in karma so dont abuse your time here... so I will begin my new 30 day challenge tommorrow and I will make a sincere effort to stick to this, and I like this blog thing, and I should really post some photos cuz thats always fun...I am a photography student after all... well I think I shall head on over to the co-op or trader joe's, I really wanna go down town though where you can get a whole durian for 10 dollars!! o well thats what happens when you sell your car...ooo and Im just so freakin proud of myself since I quit smoking last Sunday its almost a week I swear I crave nothing (ok maybe chocolate) andI know Im done completely I hated the way they made me feel and now I can look forward to running again...ok well I will try to document my rawness here...love and light -Amanda