After a week or so...of having no will....some thought....looking at those 'holes', I am doing something new.
I am going to do weight watchers, combined with vegan'ish, with a raw slant. I have tried this before...but weight watchers has a new plan out right now where fruit is zero points...well one is, not sure if you had 5 bananas in one sitting if that would be but I will find out soon enough with the etools option which is more accurate. WHICH apparently I have been paying for for over a year and didn't even know!
The idea is that if you've used your points for the meal/day and are still hungry you can have fruit instead of quitting the plan and eating a bag of cookies. I feel this was my exact problem doing ww in the past...so I'm glad to see they are folding in the raw vegan (fresh fruit and veggies) for ultimate success.
I am happy about this. I will continue to blog here, but maybe just once a week, or if something interesting happens....but maybe everyday, I don't know! I will definately be using raw to my advantage and look forward to the boundaries that ww has because I really do need boundaries and in previous blog posts I was beginning to realize this and try a few different boundary options...as a way to still have some cooked foods as I just seem to Panic at some points with the all raw philosophy. NOT that I don't believe in it, I think I'm just too anxious of a person to relax and enjoy it, I really do panic and it's sooo not helpful!
So I know I'm making friends with the other side, lol...the whole other school of thought on 'diet'ing ...but I need some success and that's the bottom line.
Cheers guys, bottoms up on a yummy smoothie :)