Still grasping the golden ring... :) I just Really don't want to let go! Focus, focus, focus...not that I'm whiteknuckling I'm not...just still slaying those thoughts that aren't going where I want to go.
This is the first time I've been able to actually watch some of my online friends slip up and have some bad days and yet still refuse to let that make me feel like it's impossible...for me. Right now. We are all on our own journeys and I have been at this for about 4 years, with many good months and many not even at all months.
My obligations this month is at an unusual low, so I know that now is going to be an easy time for me to solidify this change. So far I'm finding it easy...some tempting smells here and there sometimes, but I am just enjoying the smell and then enjoying my yummy food.
I'm also making sure I keep it fun, tasty, not worrying about lowfat or greens or this or that...as that's what messed me up before also, making the expectations ever higher.
Anyways, I am now down 4.5 pounds..maybe 4.8? Depending on my scale...so tomorrow I should be at the 5 pound mark and maybe 6 by Sunday morning which will be my 1 week anniversary!