Misslinda Upclose, Raw & Personal
DAY 11: ON MY KNEES & LOOKING UP.
byon 12-12-2009 at 01:00 AM (675 Views)
You all know who you are....
I feel really blessed and greatful all of you for your company, support and honor to hear about your fasting endeavors. Some of the most intimate experiences happen while fasting.
Last night, I have opened the doors to deep deep very deep emotional detox. I am ready to jump out of my skin. I again, thad hat heavy layer of excretion thru my skin that made me feel like I should shower every hour.
All day, I wanted to fall to my knees and raise my hands to the HEAVENS asking for mercy. I have no pain or intense physical detox other than the walls of emotional blockages wanted to break the "walls of Jerico." I actually like this wave of emotion, kind of a natural high.....yet I feel shunned to be around people b/c I want to fully engage with it...move with it.....the flow.
This is a very delicate part of fasting that needs to be practiced with awareness and tactfulness. What feels like a release, can be misunderstood.....tempting to isolate and fall into patterns of loneliness and depression. Keep the blood flowing with vigor and vitality.
To top it all, I had HOT HOT HOT FLASHES ALL DAY. In fact, this ARCTIC breeze wasn't cold enough for me!!!!!
......be back to finish writing.