june 26 day 2
more like a day 1 again, but i am calling it 2, as i began last night around 8 pm
i had a salad for dinner last night, but also some nan and hummus
i cannot do cooked foods anymore. i was totally just yelling at theo. that is why i went 100% raw - because i begin to observe how when i eat raw i have patience and when i have cooked foods i yell at him.
i need to begin doing the steamed veg and grains like quinoa w theo again though bc it feels right - he needs veggies. so i could experimen that way myself - but for now it is all raw unless i decide to have a baked potato if i am out soicilly or whatever.
i feel like i am getting this. it takes as long as t takes, hich in my case is 12 years! but i am figuring out what works.
i feel tired. i mean, i was yelling at him bc he was running around w a screwdriver and would not give it to me! so ok, i was totally stressed and in fear he could get hurt. but i know if i had not eaten cooked food yesterday i would have been more zen about it.
this morning i had raw cereal w hemp milk.
i make this hemp milk each day: