but I'm gonna lay low for awhile. I've gone NC with some toxic peeps and am feeling SO much better. Still working on some crazy crud with other peeps in my life, but last night was the 1st time in about 12 years I went to bed with NO stress. I had forgotten what that feels like. I was sitting in a chair. I said to myself "Wow. I can't believe I am sleepy at 6pm!" but then I realized that I wasn't sleepy-I was just RELAXED.
Of all the changes I have been working on for the last few years, going no contact with my mom has been by far the BEST thing for me and my family. Now, I just have to get my son the help he deserves, and I will be home free to take care of myself a little. ;)