Getting to know myself
My first detox experience lasted about a day and a half, shivering all over. But now i feel ok.
Been reading a lot of raw stories on detox, and it seems that most people get a little bit in the beginning, and then a KaBoom! of detox a few months in. Hopefully i will survive, ;)
On the evening of my freezing afternoon, when i was trying to fall asleep, i experienced a lot of old emotions of anxiety and panic travelling through my body. Thinking about it now i can releate it to an experience i had about two years ago when i had nutmeg poisoning (yes nutmeg is poisonus, raw nutmed can really mess you up. Please people, don't eat more than a pinch! One whole nut and i was completley out of it for a week)
Anyway, it felt as if i re-experienced some of what i went throught then, as if the past experience was leaving my body. Don't know, i mean it's not a toxin that stays in your body, but a mental clearing of the memory.
Also, i have been thinking a lot about the money i'm spending on foods right now. I know it's a for my health, but i'm a bit concerned that if i make a total raw comittment i will not be able to wnjoy the things i love, like travelling. I only work part-time, so my income is way low.. I will evaluate when the 30-day challenge is over, but i'm really concerned about if i will manage financially.