Journey to Better Health
Venting my Concerns
i'm definitely an overeater, and checking my weight each week. it's hard struggling with ED for nearly 8 years...it's hard being raw or even vegan when your housemates aren't. It's a struggle to keep healthy...
I live in transitional housing with 20 females..it's a place for those who don't have a permanent residence. we stay there anywhere from 3 months to a year, while trying to get back on our feet.
I have no control over what gets bought. I'm afraid to buy vegan food because someone will eat it...without even asking. The
I just got hired for a new job, and I know I must move away from those people and their unhealthy dietary habits. I lost 15 lbs in my first two weeks there only to gain some of it back the following week.
Due to my new job, I'll be eating out a lot (vegan food only). When I'm out and about, I don't eat nearly as much. Trouble starts when I get home...then downhill from there.
Once I move out on my own, no more meat products, will transition myself gradually back to raw foods. Right now, I'm lucky if I can get an orange or a kiwi to eat.
I'll be very thankful when I move to more peaceful surroundings. There's a lot of unsafe things going on...and management isn't really doing much about it. I'm a nice, peaceful and sensitive person.
I can't tolerate anyone in that house anymore. I stay to myself and very rarely talk to anyone.
I just want to be by myself at this point. Alone, no roommates...just me. Free to do what I want, whenever I want.