Today I have begun to notice a difference in my energy. When I was a kid I was the most outgoing, energetic and friendly kid. I was fearless and would debate with adults on any topic. For a long time now, I've noticed a certain shyness. Usually it's not a big deal, but it's been persistently there and enough so that I had gotten used to it and accepted it. Lately though, I've noticed that the old spark and confidence is back...I start conversations when before I would have just thought I should leave the other person alone. In fact, it used to be that I would hear a little voice that would tell me, don't do it, it isn't safe. Now I hear a little voice that tells me to jump in whenever I am having silly doubts. It's wonderful.