I'm finally alone for the day and have time to think about the way I've been eating lately. Evening thoughts are the hardest for me. I sit here planning for tomorrow and end up waking up wanting something other than what I've planned. Oops.
I'm not happy with my weight gain, but I'm very happy with life. How do I find motivation for raw when being skinny is no longer a motivation? When I know that I'm eating really healthy...lots of veggies (even if they are cooked), lots of raw yummies...really very healthy...but not raw.
Healthy makes me feel good, but doesn't make me skinny. I like skinny. It felt great. It seemed to last for such a short time.
Agh. I will try to do better tomorrow. For myself. For my peace. For my joy. Better is all I'm hoping for tonight. 100% will have to wait until Spring.;)