I will restart.
I am going to go hard core raw again. Its going to be hard to start up again but I'll try this time. I'll really try. Its worth it. Its worth it for the clarity, the clean feeling, the energy, the purity, the spirituality, everything. It brings a much much higher quality of life.
Day 1 raw starting tomorrow, well, now, actually. No cheating. I will count off each progressive day. With a reward for each 5 days I succeed until it has become my new lifestyle. My new LIFE style.