Attitude is everything
byon 08-03-2008 at 07:49 PM (876 Views)
I picked up a card today, it said....Attitude is everything, always has been, always will be.
My breast are healthy! Hip Hip Horray! It was a long week last week, I was at the breast center for over 4 hours getting exams/tested...and everything is fine. It was a fatty cluster-first time in my life I was happy to hear the words fatty! I was so happy and thankful I cried off and on for the hour drive home-my eyes hurt by the time I arrived.
The following day my mom had her gall bladder removed, then the next day my oldest daughter had an arch expander put in her tiny little mouth...we're making room for a normal amount of teeth...
I did really well, 100% all but 2 days. I'm refusing the need/urge to beat myself up over it, and am trying to just focus on the next time I eat. For some reason, I think when I ate cooked, it was because I was wanting that "full" feeling....which I now feel is uncomfortable...but I think I thought it would be comforting...if that can, in any way, sound right.
After picking up/putting the kiddos to bed I plan on taking a hot bath, meditating, and putting pen to paper and writing out my intentions for Monday.
Much love, to all the Rawbies out there!
Edit-for a question...my 2 cooked days....were AFTER all the "stress" was over-I'm open for any insight/reasons or info on why that seems to be the time I slip-thanks in advance