Today is day 27. I'm having trouble keeping things in perspective. Yesterday was an amazing day. Had a great morning today, too. Went for a 2 hour walk, and shared a delicious, raw lunch with a dear friend I don't see enough of. I wish my day had ended right there. The rest of the day was all ups and downs, good news, bad news, shock, and anger. All from totally unrelated events, all out of my control. (Or are they?) Is it me, or is it the universe?
My ups and downs are not about what is physically happening to me or my family, we are fine. My problem seems to be nothing more than my emotional reactions to things that are going on around me. So I try to put my day in perspective and realize so many other people are having serious problems. Mine are so irrelevant. Why did I let any of it get to me?
Maybe I'm just fatigued from the 2 hour walk. (My dog has hardly gotten off her pillow since then.) Maybe it's that nasty beast, detox. Whatever the cause, I'm sure tomorrow will be better . I wish that for everyone.