I think my healing just started
not in 2005 when i started raw food adventure ( i had long sad- sad intervals )
not in December 2007 when i returned to raw
not during my MC fast. All those previous changes, efforts and activities contributed, but the real process of healing starts now.
The fog clears, energy is back at least to some degree ( for last 10 years i didin't have much of it).
Years of high stress, fears, losses, sadness, hurt, dissapointment, overeating made me sick and constantly tired.
I am still not on the other side of the mirror but getting closer.
I want to find home my true love and decent job. For last 20 years i do not belong anywhere - i was working as a volunteer, going to school, working double shifts in large corporations and somehow never truly connected.