I want to thank everyone who has participated in this RawFoodTalk.com forum. There have been some amazing exchanges here and so many words of wisdom spoken. But its time for me to close this board. I am moving on to new ventures and feel that its time for me to let this go. A forum of this size takes loads of money, time and energy. I have not been keeping up with the forum upgrades, the spam problems, etc…. which is resulting in many disgruntled emails and people calling the office daily. I’m sorry to disappoint the many of you who have spent your time and wonderful words of help and inspiration here. I hope that you have all benefited from this board and that it has helped you on your path to optimal health. I know many of you have made lasting friendships here as well. I will leave this board up for a month of so, so that you may copy what you need and any information you would like to save.

Thank you for being part of the RawFoodTalk.com community! It’s been a wonderful ride! I’m looking forward to seeing what’s next for all of you and of course, you can keep up with my adventures through my blog, Facebook and twitter. I am continuing my certification trainings and there will be some exciting new classes, events and projects coming into fruition in the near future!

All my best,
Alissa

Eva has no idea how to post a new entry.

Gracious.

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Eva

on 04-15-2008 at 02:06 AM (1839 Views)

I have so much stress right now --

-I don't know for sure where I'll live come July
-I don't know how that's going to affect my marriage
-Carlos is coming back on Wednesday, which is good, but back to facing reality
-My mom is having a tough time of things
-I'm moving into a new job title and description
-Work is crazy right now
-It's the last leg of the school year for the class I teach at night... And one of the teachers' mom died so she just BAM! Quit! I ended up with two classes in one as of last week -- and now I have low beginners all the way up to high beginners
-We have our monthly meeting on Thursday, when I also have lots of other nonsensical stuff due
-I'm leaving for NYC on Friday, then Budapest on Saturday
-Ick = Taxes this year
-I feed Boli all raw food (raw meat etc.) and don't know how Carlos will handle that for the 12 days I'll be away from home
-I really don't know if I want to keep my job when I move. I'm sort of tired of the daily grind and not sure if the money's worth it.
-I'm trying to learn Hungarian and gain Hungarian citizenship too. Lots of paperwork. In Hungarian.

etc.

And I know - what I focus on expands. It's just I haven't been focusing on these things... and even with the raw food, it's taking its toll. I can't believe I'm awake and tired at 3 am blogging.

Am I awake because I've been avoiding reality? Is this all something I've created. I think I need to make less decisions and have less going on all at once -- but what to do now?? My head is spinning.

And it's AMAZING that I was able to complete as much as I could with work today. And no stomach issues.

But still. I'm starting to get zombied out. This is too much!!!

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StarFire - 04-15-2008 02:19 AM
oh the power of raw... I'm sure you realize it .... but I'm gunna point it out anyway... YOU ARE AMAZING.... RAW is helping you to handle all of this - even though it may not seem like it .. but most people would've already had a nervous breakdown! I almost had one just READING your blog!! LOL!! ;) SERIOUSLY though... look at everything going on -- and YOU ARE handling things ... it's just that sometimes, it might seem overwhelming...
StarFire - 04-15-2008 02:21 AM
especially like now - when you list them all down -- or group them all together... or think of them all at once. But the reality is -- you can and will be able to handle all of this -- one at a time... and breathe. Although it might seem overwhelming - I can still see organization there, you have time lines in place, and goals to accomplish within certain time parameters... see? sometimes it helps to hear how it looks from the outside looking in! ;)
StarFire - 04-15-2008 02:23 AM
You really ARE amazing... and you are doing great! Keep on keepin on girl... you're doin just fine... you really REALLY are! Remember what beppas' grandmother used to say..."what doesn't kill you -- only makes you stronger... !!" RAWk on girl... you're superwoman!! and you can do this an more!! ;)
Eva - 04-15-2008 09:42 AM
Thanks StarFire -- You know, it's funny. I usually don't think of them all at once, don't focus on it at all. But I'm just tired, near exhausted the past couple days. I think it's all finally wearing down on me. I finally fell back asleep at about 530 this morning when the sun was coming up. Then I didn't wake until 930 or so (super late for me), and now I'm just a total zombie.
Eva - 04-15-2008 09:44 AM
I miss when this LIFEstyle was enough to keep me pushing through everything like it's all a piece of cake. I guess it just can only do so much. I too have to not add so many new things. Maybe now wasn't the best time to plan a trip for Hungary -- but gracious! It's the one thing in my life I feel sure about; it's just the REST of my life is the waste -- the job, the details from work.

Maybe I should just forget it all and go forage in Hawaii. Hahaha