Remember me? Struggling, but HOME!!!
byon 04-22-2008 at 01:29 PM (331 Views)
Well, hello again everyone....Remember me???
Well, I've been away for a couple of months...actually, I have been lurking around, but I haven't been posting...
I've had some RAW days and some not-so-RAW days...unfortunately more not-so-RAW..., but I always seems to stray back to it because RAW is truly what I want to be... Actually, I realized that I have been coming to this site for over a year and I'm only slightly under where I was when I started. Facing this fact made me EXTREMELY depressed... Sometimes I look at the before/after photos of those who have been able to stick to it and think to myself: "Well, I would have been there too if I could stick to this the way that they did..." I know that's the wrong thinking, so I try to think instead: "Hey, I could do that too, if I stuck to RAW the way that they did!"
So, in short, I'm waging a war inside my head in the way that I'm viewing my RAW lifestyle. I honestly want to move on from here and be 100% RAW today. I've taking some steps towards that by eating only fruit today because that's all I want... Green Smoothies are my new best friend now... :)
Cooking for my family is extremely difficult. But, at times I do really well with staying RAW, even when they eat cooked food...
Today I am looking forward to remaining 100% RAW!!! I want to be an Alissa Success Story too!!!!!! Thank you Revell for your post today!!! It inspired me because you reminded me that this is a journey that I am on. I know that most RAWbies didn't become so overnight. RAW is in my blood now, and today I feel renewed and ready to go on. :) So, I was struggling, but now I feel like I'm HOME!!!!