Eva has no idea how to post a new entry.
I have so much stress right now --
-I don't know for sure where I'll live come July
-I don't know how that's going to affect my marriage
-Carlos is coming back on Wednesday, which is good, but back to facing reality
-My mom is having a tough time of things
-I'm moving into a new job title and description
-Work is crazy right now
-It's the last leg of the school year for the class I teach at night... And one of the teachers' mom died so she just BAM! Quit! I ended up with two classes in one as of last week -- and now I have low beginners all the way up to high beginners
-We have our monthly meeting on Thursday, when I also have lots of other nonsensical stuff due
-I'm leaving for NYC on Friday, then Budapest on Saturday
-Ick = Taxes this year
-I feed Boli all raw food (raw meat etc.) and don't know how Carlos will handle that for the 12 days I'll be away from home
-I really don't know if I want to keep my job when I move. I'm sort of tired of the daily grind and not sure if the money's worth it.
-I'm trying to learn Hungarian and gain Hungarian citizenship too. Lots of paperwork. In Hungarian.
And I know - what I focus on expands. It's just I haven't been focusing on these things... and even with the raw food, it's taking its toll. I can't believe I'm awake and tired at 3 am blogging.
Am I awake because I've been avoiding reality? Is this all something I've created. I think I need to make less decisions and have less going on all at once -- but what to do now?? My head is spinning.
And it's AMAZING that I was able to complete as much as I could with work today. And no stomach issues.
But still. I'm starting to get zombied out. This is too much!!!