I haven't been around the forums much. Another member has been harassing me for admitting to vaccinating my son and it made me feel uncomfortable so I was avoiding this site.

(I stand by my position. I really don't want any advice or opinions about it either. I have been harassed enough.)

Anyway, I discovered the ignore list, and that I can prevent members from emailing me directly so I am safe now from harassment.

For has been iffy. But whats...

Well yesterday was a really weird eating day for me. I had an orange and before I could make a smoothie my tummy had a disagreement with me. I didn't have to run to the bathroom or anything it was just grumbly and upset. I am a really anxious person by nature, so when my anxiety kicks it up a notch so does my stomach. I notice that its not a good idea for me to be in taking a lot of acidic fruit when I feel that way, as it only encourages it.

I ate a bowl of my sons cereal and...

First, thanks for all the support you gave me for yesterdays blog!

For breakfast I had a smoothie with lots of grapes and it was really yummy. Then I went to the store... OOHHH wait.. My girlfriend called and said that the lady I was supposed to interview with had the flu so she couldn't make it so they just decided to hire me and skip the interview! So yay!

Anyway, I went to the store and found some cacao beans and some raw carob powder and some cacao nibs. Then...

Yesterday didn't go quite as well as I had hoped. My husband was annoyed by the dehydrator so my plan to make cannolis again put to a stop. I ended up eating omelets with him and my son for dinner. It was a healthy meal though so I am not too worried about it. I am just bummed that I haven't had one 100% day yet.

Other than dinner everything else was raw. Breakfast was a smoothie and about a billion clementines. Snack was flax seed/almond milk pulp crackers and more clementines...

Last night was fun. We went to the restaurant. I realized that I am actually glad I am pregnant while I am going raw again. I think that my will power alone will not keep me from drinking with all my friends. But this baby will! I recall alcohol being very hard for me last year when I went raw.

I love my friends ok, I really love them. But I kind of realized how retarded we all are. Being one of the sober ones is interesting and eye opening. I asked my husband, do I get drunk...