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Last night, I experianced some unsettling dreams. Like memories from childhood that I didn't previously remember. Bits and pieces to a memory that was very fragmented, and it suddenly made a few other memories from my childhood makes sense. Is this the rawfood detox? OR What's going on?

I didn't sleep as soundly as usual last night. I kept waking up. It was restfull sleep while it lasted though, I woke up around 3 and was actually feeling refreshed and ready to begin my day...I didn't stay up though, I slept some more and got up at 5 just for the sake of my routine.


Today's foods so far:

-2 tangerines
-handfull of blueberries
-1 fig
-smoothie: red chard, strawberries, banana, flax seed
-1 green bell pepper ...

Hello :)

I have decided to accept my journey for what it is and not to hold myself to an impossible level of perfection. I realize that by grading myself each day, I am saying that somehow this journey should be a perfectly orchestrated plan of action with no detours, twists or turns, and that just wont happen. A fellow raw friend sent me an email that really opened my eyes and allowed me to surrender my self and to let my body and spirit lead me to living water.

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So, as my good Catholic friends would say, confession is good for the soul. So let me start by confessing.

The same day I made my first blog entry here I panicked! (So much for starting my journey 'right here. now. today'. Or some such rubbish. Ah. I once fell in love with a quote:

"True commitment is doing the thing you said you would do, long after the mood in which you said it has left you" (George Zaluki)

Well, my mood left in a hurry and ...

I had to sit through a 4 hour afternoon meeting yesterday. I was surrounded by people eating potato chips and chocolate throughout the meeting. The smells were rather intoxicating. So, when I got home last night, I told myself I could eat whatever I wanted as long as it was raw. So, I don't have exact numbers for my late night noshing - but it did manage to keep me raw. What was pleasant to see was that although I didn't feel too well last night with all the rich food I ingested, this morning, ...