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THE TOP THINGS RAW HAS DONE FOR ME

1. Given me strength to resist foods that were causing me to be nauseaus almost constantly and packing weight on my small frame...

2. Given me the energy to maintain several jobs, classes, and a fairly healthy social life this Summer even when everyone around me always seems sick...even when I average less than 6 hours sleep a night!

3. Given me the positive outlook on life I need to survive skyrocketing gas prices ...

According to the Mayan calendar, we're pretty much *^%$! in 2012.

Do you believe it?

Should I?

Now, I was raised on scriptural prophecies, and have grown up believing that "no man, nor even the Son of God knows what day or what hour" the world will end.

:)

But what is YOUR take on all this?

I do believe we have destroyed ourselves and our environment and that the level of human awareness or thought ...

Hello raw food journal!

Just too tired to visit today. Maybe later. I'm back-slept most of the day. I do feel better. Just tired. I seem to have more energy in the afternoon and into the night. Hmmm! I am eating a spring mix salad w/ herb dressing and raisins-some cucumbers and hemp seeds. Haven't been hungry at all today.
Been craving cooked food really bad today. Woke up/greens just didn't appeal to me. I haven't even had a green smoothie today! One before I go to bed ...

Quitting cooked food sometimes feels like when I quit smoking. For years after quitting that urge would still pop up whenever I did something for the first time since becoming a non-smoker. For instance the first Christmas, or the first camping trip, or whatever. The habit or emotional attachment had to be dealt with once for every occasion. Same with food.

Today I went to downtown Seattle and the Pike Place Market with a good friend and my daughter. I worked near there years ...

Is that my problem? Since I can never seem to comit to anything in my life, I constantly feel unorganized........physically and emotionally. I constantly feel in a state of confusion, never organized and always having a intense feeling of doom. I constantly have a fear of dying, or thoughts that I have some sort of fatal disease but don't want to go to the doctor to find out. It's twisted, trust me I wish I could clear my head of these thoughts.

I think I've had an anxiety disorder ...