About Me

I'm a self defeatist who is afraid of failure. How funny does that sound when you look at it in words?

This merry go round starts out with great plans and amazing intentions, takes on too many passengers and commitments and just as things start to improve gives up and throws her hands up in the air, surrendering to the inevitable return to the beginning. This merry go round learns from mistakes and learns what to do, how to do, but in defeat never tries again.

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Yesterday I started eating tons of fruit. I have been farting up a storm. I hope its cleansing time for my insides.

Yesterday for lunch fruit salad with sliced red peppers,pineapple, blueberries, oranges. I made the same for the pot luck today. Last night I ate a whole bag of grapes and 1 glass of red wine. Love it. I thought I was craving grapes maybe its really the wine made of the grapes It was so good.

This morning Im eating more grapes then lunch will ...

I made 1/2 gallon of carrot celery apple juice and spilt the whole thing . I still have juice for today. I can't wait for January. Im doing 30 day juice fast with my co-workers. There are 3 of us. We actually have a calender and menu of the first week. We are taking turns so Its not too much work on each of us. Great idea huh. Tuesday Im bringing the juice. Wednesday, Thursday I just go to work and drink great juices. Awesome huh.

My Sunday Stock up Plans.
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I am starting to feel the benefits. I ve been back raw about 4 days. Wednesday nights I am usually exhausted since I work so late on Tuesdays. I usually fall asleep before my daughter. I had so much energy I mopped the floors and gave the dog a bath. I went grocery shopping made 4 kinds of juices. The pineapple juice killed my juicer next time I will do Pineapple last. I m starting to feel alive again. I still have brain fog but its clearing. I am trying a 24 hour juice ...

Are we really banned from talking about cooked food? How it affects us directly or indirectly? It seems a key level of support to talk about it...

As of right now, I'm doing ok with it. I'm having a rather large container of orange, pineapple, wheat grass and carrot juice and it's absolutely divine. But this is now. I'm sure around quitting time I'll be craving something else.

I'm so worried about Thanksgiving! My daughters and boyfriend are perfectly happy with the ...