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So I reached my first goal weight- I am nearly back to 'normal'... (normal for my body type)
I started at 86kg, then 8 weeks ago I was at 80kg, and I weight myself today and now I am 74kg!!! I have not been hungry at all, eating what I like! I expect to be down to 65kg within the next 2 months, that is where I feel in balance.
The reason I have not weighed myself in so long is that I trust the process! The only reason I weighed myself today was because ...

It's been about a month since I last blogged, and it has been a crazy wonderful time, dramatic, fun, romantic, everything! My life has changed but I can't go into a million details since this is a public arena, but I will say that my belief in the human potential to manifest whatever they *need* is possible beyond any limits.

My new template for blogging (seems to help with my manifestation)

Today I ate: Just had a smoothie: cacao, maca, goji powder, acai powder, lucama ...

Hey I am finding it extremely difficult to be blogging at the moment, it's a discipline I really get bored of quite easily. I will continue to post recipes, pics and other interesting things, the daily food thing is hard to remember.
I am in a green-routine now, I like my vital greens upon rising, then I'd have a juice, or green smoothie, I'm loving the lara bars and cacao, also I have a blended salad and some yummy gourmet recipes.
Just wanted to post an update so you all don't think ...

"Fear, pain and guilt are metabolic poisons" ~ Daniel Vitalis. "What doesn't work is to eat an inferior food with guilt." "better to eat that food with joy" "you'll digest it better, you'll feel better"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPudkHpCy_o

(Just watched him on the rawfoodworld tv show, just now)

That is what I just did! I did that on PURPOSE for a real lesson. Every other time I only have bad things to say. Until ...

Since I mucked up my flow on the raw diet a couple of nights ago, I have not been able to shake the craving for a sandwich or perhaps an egg sandwich? So I ate one. A fried one, in olive oil. ANYWAY... no bad feelings, I have already forgiven myself and feeling good. I'd rather eat a little than hold off and binge the night a way.
SO I'm over it. Eating that cooked food made me giggle, imagine if I had bad feelings of guilt on TOP? no no no, my body needs to LAUGH. SO I did. I just ate ...