Sinful

Day six I had a day off and went to my sisters for her son's 1st and 2nd birthday parties. It was a good day even though I was so stressed out over everything.

Today Day 7 I didn't do much thanks to my sister once again stressing me out about her babies. I have to leave my house and be a live in nanny to her young ones while she's a work. Sigh.. Families are poopy sometimes.

I didn't get to do much because of my mood towards all this, I managed a mile which feels like ...

Today went quite bad : (

But I pulled through!! IT started this morning when we woke up (I was up a lot because of my Persian screaming at me then running away when I go to pet it) I was tired and I knew today wouldn't be a good day. My body just felt thick and unmoving.

I ate some fruit, some water. Waited and waited until 1pm, then we headed out him on the bike and me feeling down. I made it about 700metres and I just wanted to cry. I couldn't find a reason why I ...

So last night I learned that one of Alex's Clients will run with me (so he doesn't have to) but the catch is, she only does 5k. So... I want to train with her as quickly as possiable. Maybe gain a friendship out of it (since I moved I haven't made a single friend, it's been about 6 months or more now..-_- )

So I'm going to be trying my hardest the nest two to three week to be able to go that distance just so I can run with her.

On another note I'm thinking maybe doing ...

I'm finding the days we don't have time to do anything for boot camp or working out are the days we walk up to ten miles without knowing it.

I knew we were walking a lot, but I didn't know it was that much until we looked at it. Wow. Might not be a lot for some, but it's good! Im never tired during it so that's a huge plus.

So today we both ran for a mile, Which isn't a lot. But we have to start somewhere. It was a lot easier then the first mile at the track which ...

I took before photo's today so I have some motivation. I'm finally able to do a bit of a boot camp, My boyfriend Alex is putting me through one (he's a personal trainer) I'm trying to take up running but from past experiences I'm not so sure.

I used to run to lose weight when I had an eating disorder (Wasted years of my life.) but running on low and also not knowing how to lead me to being scared and always sickly. I remember clearly being on the high school cross country team and ...