Carly

OK, I have to be honest. I few days ago I was thisclose to going back to cooked food. I had all but decided. First it was because I started having major cravings, but then the cravings stopped but I just felt like I was going crazy emotionally. First it started with depression and apathy. Both were pretty strong and it's very abnormal for me to feel that way. Then there was really intense anxiety and a feeling of 'dread.' I didn't want to be around people; I just wanted to curl up and either ...

Hi all! :) 25 days Raw today! I haven't blogged in a while but I've still been 100% raw (well, besides those little exceptions like not-really-raw cashews and almonds and organic tamari). Unfortunately, I can't say I feel amazing yet. Spiritually and mentally I do think I feel an improvement; my meditations have been more intense and my intuition has been stronger.

Physically though it seems like I started to detox then stalled. For example, I always had slight congestion in ...

Colonic talk ahead containing quite possibly TMI -YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK! (BTW, there's also some talk of my spiritual beliefs so you may find that unpalatable if you don't agree.)

So I wasn't really sure whether or not I wanted to get a colonic, but I was convinced by attending a lecture by Matt Monarch. He said that he actually had spiritual experiences on the colonic table. I wasn't expecting anything like that, I just hoped it would help me ...

I actually wrote this yesterday, but my internet connection went down as I was writing it so I saved it on Word and am pasting it today:

It's been a crazy couple of days. Yesterday morning I was a ball of nerves as I had my job interview. It took 3 hours, I had to pass a test first then interview with two managers. I had the worst tension headache at the end. I had a weird feeling about it though. There was nothing they sad about the job that was bad, in fact it seemed really ...

Yesterday I felt great, moments of 'raw bliss.' By this I mean emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, but not physically yet. I've felt this spiritual bliss before, but it was a difficult process to get there (a lot of angst beforehand and releasing to be done), it didn't last and it had been about 4 or 5 months. Now just a 9-10 days raw it's back and without even trying! Today I felt good, but I couldn't feel bliss I'm preoccupied thinking about a job interview tomorrow morning.
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