Sunlight_Flower

First off , I want to thank everyone for their support with my last post. I thank you all, and you are all so right..I appreciate that you took the time out to talk to me...

I am ready
But not ready for what you might think..
I am ready to just.....be

Tonight for dinner I made the most amazing spinach salad, that I ate two huge bowls of it...it was so good and do healthy and so RAW

Brekkie: fruit smoothie
Lunch: green vega drink ...

I think I am ready...
I am afraid, but I am ready....
I think I can do this, but at the same time, I think part of the reason why I have not committed up to this point is because I am so afraid that I am not going to make it.
What if I fail at this....what if....
I know in my hearts of hearts that I feel better with this, and that this is what needs to happen...but still here I am. I know that this change is where I want to be , that this is my goal...
maybe thats ...

I am here.....

I am not raw....yet...I almost there..I am almost ready...

I started taking a vega shake for one meal a day. I am getting my maca through that now. Love it.
I really like how I am feeling so far. My bleeding completely left the building AND I HAVE JUST HAD MY SECOND MONTH OF NORMAL PERIODS....wohoo..
and like I have said in the past post , I am not even raw yet, I can only imagine how amazing I am going to feel when I am.
Maybe ...

Wow...were here....
the bleeding...ya its just about gone.....ya you heard me right, 4 full days on maca and my bleeding is just about gone....pink a little when I wipe..but other then that....pft.
I am feeling good...no...I am feeling great...I am actually starting to feel better....which is making me feel even better..lol..is like a vicious cycle of goodness, and I am not even raw yet...lol
just in the last 4 days, well 5 including today, I have lost 4lbs. I am now ...

I wasn't raw....but I most definitely was vegan.
Which makes my heart feel better.
I feel in better spirits today then I did a few days ago when I came back here and posted for the first time.
This caring about yourself thing is tough.
I went to the health food store and bought some maca. I was reading through a bunch of posts and researching why I have had so many problems with my menses. They suck...they more then suck ....the actual period sucks, but I bleed through ...