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I am not feeling particularly well this morning. I just feel very blahish. One highly annoying thing that keeps happening is that I will have one or two contractions, just enough to get me wondering, is this it? and then nothing. It is getting very old and bothersome.

So nothing much going on. I am not in a good mood. I just feel crabby. I am trying to get out of my funk here. I didn't end up making anything yesterday because I was too lazy and my back was killing me all day so I ...

So I didn't get my October baby. I'm sort of sad about that. I love October and really would have loved to have an October baby. Not meant to be though.

So we were up and off to church this morning. My back is hurting so bad and it is really hard to find a comfortable position. My midiwfe is estimating that this baby is 8+ pounds so that would explain how uncomfortable I am. I am only 5'1" so there is really not a lot of room in there.My largest baby was 8lbs13oz and the smallest ...

Still hanging in there. This is my last day to have an October baby. I just don't think that I am going to make it. Sigh......
Off to go shopping this morning. I have tons of places to go and all kinds of stuff to get. I have started preparing freezer meals for my family for while I am in labor and after the baby is born to make things easier on myself and my husband during that time period. We also need groceries for the week and so much other stuff. I have several stops to make today so ...

So I had an appointment with my midwife yesterday and she never showed up. Never called. Nothing. This is not the first time this sort of thing has happened. As a matter of fact she has been late for all but one appointment that we have had. Now I am not anal and I think that I am pretty easy to get along with. I can forgive a bit of tardiness but we are talking 1-2 hours or more late for each appointment. This was the first time that she never showed up for an appointment though but it was the ...

Well I had my first ever major false alarm last night....and it was awful. Nothing like getting your hopes up only to have them dashed to pieces. I had good strong conrtactions for 1 1/2 hours 3-4 minutes apart that were increasing in intensity and then they just stopped. So discouraging. I thought I was going to finally meet my sweet little baby, but no, no dice. Still pregnant.

I just enjoyed a truly delicious salad with spinach, romaine, peppers, tomatoes, cukes, an avocado, sunflower ...