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So i just watched a movie. One of those movies that stir every part of your body. That makes you want to stand up and scream. A movie that questions every inch of your life. What do I really represent? What do I stand for? Do my actions even remotely resemble my words? I guess the only really important question to ever ask yourself is "Where do I go from here?"

Yeah okay, we've been at war for over 6 years now. 6 YEARS! does it feel like it's been that long for anyone else? ...

ahhh. . . i seriously just made jes ( my man ) those raw macaroons out of sarmas book. not exaggerating at all...i had my hands completely covered in cacao, coconut butter, vanilla, coconut flake deliciousness. i think this was the hardest thing i've ever done. looking down at my 100% covered brown chocolate hands....i'm pretty sure a tear fell! but i stayed strong... at this point if i can get through that in life, i'm pretty sure there's nothing i can't do!!!

so anyway...now ...

well these past two days have been great. I have moderate energy, I've been taken it slow and have gone to the gym since I had that bad detox experience. Today, I'm goin job hunting and then will pry hit the gym for some light cardio and some sauna time. ahhhh i love the sauna. I weighed myself this morning and came in a 127. sounds right. I've lost a pound a day.

the SWFs have become easier. I found that it's so important to lay on my right side right for a half an hour after drinking ...

5:30 am
well i'm up bright and early today! the senna definitely got me moving this morning. i didn't take it til about midnight last night. . . but it still woke me up are 4:30. . so i took a bath and realized there's no way i'm gonna be able to go back asleep. . .so here i am, blogging. sometimes i feel like a 90's clechee, but in a good way. : ) i guess i grew up in the 90's so it all makes sense. I'm feeling really great today. and am really excited to be up this early. I wouldn't have ...

oh my gosh. last night was the most intense detox I have ever had!!! It was so horrible feeling that if i knew breaking the fast would of helped, then I would of. I just knew the only thing I could do at that point was ride it out. So this was what I did to cause this insanity. I am so ridiculous! yesterday I ended up only drinking about 40 ounces of the Lemonade after the morning SWF. I then went to the gym, and then ran all around town doing errands. I also did lots of skin brushing, sweating ...