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i have been on a cooked food vacation, and needless to say it hasnt been awesome. anyway. i kept telling myself i would go back to raw, go back to raw...i have been starting to feel like a junkie with the cooked food, i cant get enough, i'll eat anything, and iv'e started to gain weight. but no, that wasnt enough reason for me to bite the bullet and say im done with cooked foods. i always try to tell myself, you can handle it, just eat "a little bit" of cooked foods. this rarely happens, ...

today some raw crackers arrived in the mail--positively scrumptious! very breakable, they crumble easily, but very flavorful and nice texture like a "real" cracker! tasted so good with avocado, tomato, salt and pepper.
blackberries, pineapple, mmmm mmm mm. and the date torte my mom made is to die for. got a new scale that says i weigh five pounds more than my old one--gah!!! losing weight someone slowly but steadily. feeling a-okay. lonely sometimes but not too much. i am ...

i ate a piece of pizza yesterday. and then i drank a bottle of whiskey. needless to say i am not feeling top notch. that said, im drinking a lot of water and some green juice my mommy made for me. (thanks mom.) i feel like i made a big mistake but im trying to stay positive. going to go eat celery.

my dad is leaving for india today, he'll be gone for a couple months. (he was born there, hes going to see his family). so last night as kind of a goodbye dinner he invited me to go out with him to Sakana'Ya, a really posh newagey sushi restaurant downtown. they play techno and the sushi goes around and around on a conveyor belt! i jumped at the opportunity to go, because basically ive had no life since i broke up with my boyfriend and stopped going out, not to mention that my new years resolutions ...

so, how does this work? do people read these? anyway. gosh. i started my raw fod challenge (and there is no better word for it than CHALLENGE!) on january first. on new year's eve i went out to eat dinner with a couple friends, fully planning on getting a salad. well due to the limited menu and crazyness of it all, being nye and all, there was NO SALAD ON THE MENU! so i got "utica style greens"- mostly butter, bread crumbs and cheese and some escarole mixed in. so lets just say i ate it ...