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This is gonna be a long one. And more of a vent than a request for advice. I just need to get this down on 'paper.'

Emotional detox.

Where do I begin.

My husband and I met 4 yrs ago. I lived in Canada, him in the states. After 2 yrs of back-and-forth plane trips, we decided we couldn't do it anymore. We got married - for the wrong reasons obviously. We could have gotten along just fine but the plane tickets were expensive and the waits - being apart ...

Hi everyone

Haven't posted in a while.

Some good news about the dogs we rescued 2 months ago from the street.

We found a home for the dogs last week... I miss them a lot. It was hard to give them up - they were the best dogs ever. We took a whole crapload of pictures of them though so at least we have that. But man it took a huge hit on us. I've seen my husband cry 3 times in our 4 yrs together and that was one of them. He loved them a lot too.
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I am falling off pretty hard. Pizza, poutine, other cooked crap -- which, mind you, doesn't taste that great -- has been huge on my plate lately.

I had a taste of a chocolate brownie the other day and actually, I didn't taste anything. It had no flavor. So it's not as if this food is great to me. I just eat it because I feel I have to.

I've only been able to do one 100% day this whole time. I want to do more. I want to go 2 days raw, to prove to myself I can do it. ...

Hello hello!

I am down to 160 lbs. Pretty darn happy! I ate badly the last few days, was quite pissed off, but it's better now. Had a lovely salad today. I figured out why I hated salad - they just tasted so bland, so I bought a conventional dressing. It got me eating it, huh!

Also juiced 3lbs of tangerines today to add some yum to green smoothies. Really hoping to get into them. I know how good they are for you but I'm so drawn to fruits, not veggies, so I really hope ...

Tomorrow marks my 4 months at about 80% raw.

Today marks 15lbs lost. I should probably take a body before/after picture.

Feels pretty damn good though! I woke up today and the scale was at 161, SO CLOSE to 160 too. I am pretty happy to be nearing the 150s again. Honestly, I don't have a goal weight. I just want to be completely (or nearly!) happy with myself. I am happy with it though I could stand to lose some thigh.

ah, I started using coconut oil ...