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pretty ridiculous standards, but that's what i'm here for so i won't complain... I was told today that I was thriving as an artist, that they're proud but that I need to shed 20 pounds by spring show.... HUH!
So guys I'm really actually reaching out to you. I need your help, it's true that I'm not one to go back into a strict diet AT ALL... But this is what my requirement is, and some may think it's a bit ridiculous but it's what i've signed up for after all.
HELP.
PLEASE. ...

I proceed into this new journey.
I've been thinking a lot, like a I always do, this mind of never ending analyzing, this mind that forever seeks to make everything better, even when nothing can be done. Well this mind has decided to take a break, I've decided to leave the computer off for a while and find myself. No, the computer isn't the only thing I'm leaving behind. I've been thinking about how stubborn I've been religiously and how lately, all I seem to do is try in change myself with ...

This week has been one of the greatest weeks. It's amazing how funny life is in it's cleverness and how when amusing things happen, you know God is laughing. This week I went back to my old friends, realizing that the cycle of life, or one of them, does not have to take a life time. I ended up realizing that walking away from the people that knew me most, the people I actually trust, was somewhat (to say the least) the most stubborn idea I've ever had. But it needed to happen, I needed to realize ...

Today, John Irving came to my school
He spoke, we all listened, we were all inspired, we were all amazed. He spoke about always writing the last sentence of a book, always, to start it. And so, here is mine. Not necessarily of my book, but I know the ending, and I'll always know my plot. =]

Though through life she breathed, it’s most important that you know that she also exhaled. That sometimes her surroundings were too much to keep in, because she knew. She knew that oxygen ...

I've been meaning to write this blog since New Year's Eve but hadn't really gotten around to it.
New Year's Eve, well, my best friend and I were bad bad girls. I had too much to drink and passed out, leaving my best friend's mom to freak out because she didn't know what to do, get my stomach pumped? Make me throw up? Wake me up and make me smell something really gross? She honestly had no idea, and I wasn't responding. All of this was happening while my best friend was getting her senses ...