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Still grasping the golden ring... :) I just Really don't want to let go! Focus, focus, focus...not that I'm whiteknuckling I'm not...just still slaying those thoughts that aren't going where I want to go.
This is the first time I've been able to actually watch some of my online friends slip up and have some bad days and yet still refuse to let that make me feel like it's impossible...for me. Right now. We are all on our own journeys and I have been at this for about 4 years, with many good ...

I lost a little less than a pound....YES!

I had a good day today, not even one single interest in cooked food today I don't think, lol. I'm just SO focused...that I think I'm catching even the slightest thought in the wrong direction and immediately pulling the plug on it..




Today I had the MOST delicious chocolate banana smoothie which I made with unstrained almond milk. ...and a splash of vanilla and honey and cinnamon. No green ...

ooOooOH! look at the busy happy faces!

Today is Day 1! Today is a different 'Day 1' than my usual stops and starts. All of last year pretty well, I tried very hard to become an 80% rv'er. Today I am returning to 100% land...and have no qualms about it. (ok, well let's say 95% right now because I would never care about stuff like spices, or maple syrup instead of honey, or maybe even all natural peanut butter instead of almond butter or other nuts which may/may not be 'really' ...

Lost some More weight...I think that's like 4 pounds..yes four since Wednesday

This whole feel the feeling thing is really helping me. It's bringing about something else too...not only am I honouring the emotional feelings, I am also honouring my satiation feelings too. Imagine that....just going around honouring things and you find yourself at peace, getting better.

I am not all raw at this point, but that is my goal, so that's why I'm blogging here. I am forever ...

...lol, it's too defeating if I fall and then have to start my counting over...a little thing, but it really is very discouraging.

I don't know what I'll title my blogs here as though...any suggestions? Maybe just whatever random thing strikes me.

Where am I at? well FYI I have been at this raw thing for a couple of years in total. This year was definately my most successful with two extended stints of all raw. I can Feel another one coming on but I almost panic when ...