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I want to thank you all for your wonderful responses to my meltdown. It IS good to know that I am not alone . I hate typing because my typing is slow sucks and full of mistakes especially when I have a lot to day. As you can see I fell off the wagon big time over this weekend. I have been teetering on the edge since my skin nasties started.Then I am in Physio for my sacro illiac joint and was not allowed to exercise for this last week. I have been so depressed I feel like I am deliberately SABOTAGING ...

This is not a good day I am sitting here listening to Christmas carols, crying with a bottle of red wine in front of me and a vegetarian pizza in to oven, and reading this site desperately seeking help !


I don't know what is happening? I am writing her cos I know no one will read this ......another cop out for me I guess .

If i really wanted help i'd post in the main boards wouldn't I ?

dam I can't do this sorry

Hmm well no weight loss for 2 weeks but the exercise is paying off lol!

Last Stats: / new stats

Bust above 37 / 36
Bust on 44 / 43
Waist 35 ½ / 34
Hips 42 / 39 1/2
R. Thigh 21 / 20
L. Thigh 20 / 19
R. Calf 14 ½ / 14
L. Calf 14 / ...

My Stats which I did not post at the beginning:

Starting Weight = 220 lbs

Bust above 42 (all in inches)
Bust on 48
Waist 42
Hips 49
R. Thigh 25
L. Thigh 24 ½
R. Calf 15
L. Calf 14 ¾
R. Arm 13 ¾
L. Arm 13 ½ = 4 spare tires enough for my own car

Weight Now: = 170lbs:)

Bust above 37
Bust on ...

This is just a short entry to thank Starfire. You really helped me with your reply to my blog:) :)
I was about to throw in the towel. After I read it I picked myself, had an enema hehe and then went went back to Yoga class. I had sKipped for a week!

I am not sure why the skin thing hit me so hard, maybe it the age thing. Any way I guess i have got to trust that now that I am feeding my body all this lovely nutrition and taking all the extra stuff for my skin, that my body ...