Just another raw Texan

Well, this morning I did my exercise routine, which means I'm on the right track. And I'm starting to visualize in my head the ingredients and prep of fast/junk-food and stifling my oddball cravings for them. They really are disgusting. I try to imagine the kitchen and the storage area and the cows and chickens. I don't weep, but my stomach kind of turns.

I'm also a baby libertarian, but a bit more a deist (absurdist) anarchist. I'm trying to figure out how a real free-market would ...

Now when I eat SAD (yes I cheat) it makes me want to throw up. It's disgusting. Almost the same thing happens when I eat conventional raw, which disturbs me because I can't afford to go 100% organic. And even then, when I go organic, I can't help but feel that it's been grown in nutrient deficient soil and isn't as good as wild vegetables.

I'm growing more pathetic. My goal right now is to eat 100% raw and drink pure water. Now which filter am I going to buy for that?

Right now it's hard to be raw without the frig space. I might have to go less raw until I move out and get a place of my own. It's hard to buy only enough for a couple of days. Blah. I need to think this out.

Even though I can't really afford it, I bought 100% organic today for my week's worth of food. I wonder if I'll feel/see a difference. It was hard to buy a $3 avocado when I was used to buying them at 50 cents each, but I was curious.

SO yesterday I got back on track, slightly. 100% but I need to buy more food today. It's like I have to constantly shop on raw. Thanks for the encouragement.