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So far so good. I keep freaking myself out about the weeks to come and all the pills I will be swallowing and all the meals I wont be able to eat
But then I think about how good I will feel....and look hopefully.
I can do this.
I am taking my GRE test in a week and that is stressing me out. However I am not binge eating/studying like I normally do. Once my test is over I can really focus on my health and happiness.

Managed to down the pills two at a time today without gagging so things are looking up:)
Still feeling confident and strong AND I am down two pounds already.
Look out goal weight, here I come.

I guess I should put that info in:
Starting at 188 lbs.
Goal at 130
Currently 186 yeah!

So I was looking back on my older posts (its been quite awhile) and I have been attempting a powerful cleanse for quite awhile. This isn't even my first attempt at Ejuva... and this morning i was reminded why this program is so difficult. The Pills Make Me GAG. I can normally take pills just fine but in this program you start off taking 10 herbal pills that are chalky and taste aweful. Every week the number goes up by ten so that will be 40 npills a day and not much else for the last week. I don't ...

I can't not believe that I made it through last night without breaking my fast. I knew going to work would be difficult but it took ALL of my willpower not to grab a bite of something. Not only was I baking pumpkin pies (we make vegan ones too:) )and breads,cookies etc. Everyone around me was making amazing food and someone was eating something every direction I looked. I have to admit I was pretty silent and introverted last night. Yet I brought my little hand juicer and 4 plump oranges and just ...

Well here I am, day 2 and pretty happy with myself. I have attempted a few detox juice fasts in the past and never made it an entire day. However I do remember those juice fastings being kind of gross and intense where I had to slam a ton of prune juice and take tablespoons of olive oil several times a day. This juice fast is simple clean and yummy. I love that there is no limit to the amount and no specific time I need to drink OJ. It is completely up to me and what my body is asking for. Yesterday ...