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Alright, so I have no reasons not to eat raw now, so here I go!
I'm craving bread like mad right now but I have the most awesome luscious raspberries from grandmas garden in the fridge at work right now.... gotta go get some. I ate probably 2 quarts of them this morning, then some green juice (with dandelion in fact!) at my dad's house, a few mac nuts, and unfortunately, some weird coffee extract that made me really tired (I'm backwards). I just wanted to try it because my stepmom is a raw ...

Wow, I'm lucky that I usually don't run into things like this at all, but last night my grandma (after being so nice and accomodating at dinner) gave me a long lecture about how bad I'm being for being vegan. She said it's just a religion and that I won't be able to get married because no guy would put up with it and that vegan guys would all make bad husbands and that it's bad that I'm 24 and don't even want to get married and don't know what career I want and blah blah blah. Then she was quoting ...

Today was ok; I ate a lot of strawberries and cherries in the morning, then was craving bread and ate some raw crackers and raw pudding instead. But all that combo made my stomach hurt and I wished I'd just had some greens or more fruit! My stomach was never hungry, just my brain. But being at my grandparents' has been fine - they tease me about being vegan still and ask what I eat and where I get my protein, but are still very accomodating. They made me a sweet potato and some beans and salad. ...

So I don't know if I'm supposed to be on the 30 day challenge to be posting here, but I am going to start it 100% on July 1st, with a group on veganbodybuilding.com for more support. I have big emotional issues around
food, my god!! I believe I've come a long way, but that also means that these issues have come to the surface and are more in my face than ever. I go to the store and stare at food, not wanting any of it, and feeling destructive tendencies, not wanting to be healthy. And of ...

but the stress was never an excuse to eat cooked food! I will remember that this time!
I'm starting again, never giving up until I succeed for life! I feel a little nauseous from eating some cooked crap and want to feel fresh and energized, clean, healthy and full of life. I feel drab and tired and full. But not anymore! Starting right this moment I am raw and inspired! I eat for nutrition, not entertainment. I eat for energy, water, vitamins and minerals, good usable sugar, protein, fat. ...